COMMIT TO THE DEEP
A frienD offered me an inspiring questions- and I think it’s good enough to pass on.
"What 3 results would you like to achieve in the next 90 days that would make a substantial investment in yourself worthwhile?
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3 Results I would like to achieve (see evidence of inside or outside) in the next 90 days that would make a substantial (LIFE CHANGING) investment in mySelf worthwhile?
Well… I’ve been in Brasil for just a little over 90 days. What follows are the 3 results I chose to use as focal points, 3 months ago.
Part of the considerable investment I made was giving up.
Three months ago I left the U.S. I left teaching my weekly classes which offered regular pay, a sense of consistency and most notably, regular connection with bright and thoughtful students and community who are eager to work and evolve and make waves in Denver. I had a return ticket a month later, but something inside me was stirring. Even though I’ve lived here in Brasil before, it’s still (and it was more so 3 months ago) a more foreign place in my map of reality than say, Denverado. But what was stirring was a deeper space than ever before. (not to sound dramatic or anything) but the sort of focus and commitments I was about to make somehow ‘required ‘ that I be outside of really foundational ideas of safety. Home, time alone, comforts of the English language, customs, privileges, habits, and roles.
The night that I was supposed to fly to Denver My body told me- you’re not going anywhere. And there was no other way. (but that’s another story)
These last 90 days I have had the privilege to dive deep into my work, heart, psyche and stories.
I see tangible results of my investment. Which includes giving up in more than one way, but also includes financial investment, time investment and energy investment. I am certain that this sort of ruthless insistence on substantially investing in mySelf changed the game. And it’s game that is still very much in play.
I see tangible results now, and more on the horizon. I am certain that this sort of ruthless insistence on substantially investing in mySelf changed the game for me. And it’s game that is still very much in play.
90 days ago I said…. in 90 days
* I will be seeing tangible progress in my work from anywhere business/lifestyle. Specifically within the paradox of time and timelessness. Can I be free moment to moment and know something about time management, integrity in my commitments, opening up to more financial abundance and focus/duration. I want to serve from a place of integrity- with all of my parts allowed to be of benefit!
* I will be working with more more awakening humans who are hot on their own trails of inspiration in the Consultório. Real peeps who are sensing there’s more to this earth game than meets the eye, but may be experiencing frustration or burnout with self-concepts. I want to work with 10 new clients at the beginning of 2019 who want to get curious about their experience. And experiment with their consciousness to access new places in themselves. Folx that wish to share their findings through their work in the world no matter how seemingly big or small.
* I will be experiencing a renewed sense of connection and commitment to music, performance and interactive art collaboration.
These are things I’ve been working on and they’ve been working on me, and working for me- and I’m here for it! On the path from intent to fruition… there’s the cream filling of experience.
Part of my commitment is to keep committing. Part of my commitment is to creating spaces where others can enter into the core of their depth and have support in doing so. It’s what The Consultório exists to do.
If You Would Like To:
Commit to Self-Realization (Mindfulness, meditation, resting as awareness)
Commit to practicing hard stuff within a new or existing project.
Get more familiar in being with hard stuff in you i.e. emotional states, thoughts, patterns.
Line up with your vision for 2019. Receive support, tools and accountability for bringing it to life.
Then please come and have a virtual coffee date with me and lets see if it’s a good fit to work together.
Oh, you’re invited to book a coffee date, anyway. I would love to connect with you in your inspiration.